Hello everyone! I'm new to the forum and pretty new to LOA. Here it goes. I've been hearing "J's" name more and more. It is not an uncommon name, but I had not heard it a lot. Last Tuesday when I was at work when one of my coworkers was on the phone with someone with the same name. Later on that day, I received a voice message from my recruiter who has the same name. On Wednesday, I was thinking about "J" and moments later the phone rang and it was our college alma mater calling. This past Friday, while listening to the radio I heard two of the songs that used to be my favorite songs to dance to when I went to the hang out spot at our alma mater (I don't recall if I ever seen him there. It's been a number of years). Up to yesterday, I had just been following Veronica's videos. I started the 25 Day Challenge yesterday. I am feeling positive about reconnecting with J, but I will be honest negative thoughts try to creep in. I really think it is my anxiety in general and the negative thoughts tend to try to appear when I am feeling anxious about my job. J and I are still connected on social media. 

I absolutely love this man. I don't know if I have ever felt this connected to someone. It feels right.

Sending you all love and light. We can do this!!!