Colonel Roosevelt wrote:

Are you feeling this way just because you woke up in a bad mood or does moving on from her feel right?

LoA isn't about waiting, imo it's about feeling and living and growing!

I'd just relax a bit, get quiet, and see what I really feel beneath the surface at a deeper level and just trust those feelings that feel like your truth.

Waiting so long for things to change is no way to live...it leads to stagnation, boredom, frustration...and then depression and loss of self.

Whether we like it or not, we have to move on...if not from the person than at least from the painful emotional states we keep ourselves in...And I think the we can begin to do that when we realize that real happiness and love comes from ourselves, not from them.
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I still am her friend and I still love her but if I'm going to move on then its for myself and my happiness. I'm already trying to make myself busy day to day and being online isn't enough to keep myself busy.
I may continue my techniques but a little less.
I will mention that I noticed something interesting a while ago. On the way to and into training session today,
I saw a couple of stickers that reminded me of her on my way to the building...
And then when I went to volunteer training, a speaker not only reminded me of her, the speaker mentioned she was married...with a wife and that too reminded me of me and my love's orientations because they were the same...just married.
Soooo I know we tend to see signs but we must not dwell on them. Maybe I just need more distractions...