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See the thing is, I know I am the creator of my own life, whatever I think and project comes back to me. But sometimes my negative emotions are too much to bare, so much its affecting me physically.Β
Like I have had this headache for over a month now and my head feels swollen, been to the docs and they never help just saying its my sinuses. But I just keep getting frustrated with a lot of things at the moment.Β
I don't know if I am just hormonal lol or if I genuinely am really low at the moment. Can't put my finger on it. And I am not sad about my situation with A, I truly believe he is on his way back. But its days like this I get so angry with myself because I have come this far and I feel like I have taken 1 step forward, 2 steps back
Mehh Just having a week I suppose! Just wondering if some encouraging words could help.. Thanks <3
Last edited by Meg2222 (3/08/2017 8:53 am)
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It will be ok.Β Everything doesn't stop or ruin just because you're having a funky day(or week).
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Thanks avaelle, you always have the right words! Just gets difficult sometimes, I mean with visualising at the moment, I either fall asleep or my mind gets distracted. I have no focus or anything! I have tried sitting up, laying down, doing it too music, but sometimes when I start to think of him and visualise him I get really anxious and open my eyes. No idea whats going on in my brain right now ha! xx
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I agree. We all have bad hours. Bad days and bad weeks. We just have to try to get the momentum going the positive direction.
When you're having bad days. Or negative feelings. Don't try to force yourself to be positive(I noticed that doesn't work). Let yourself feel your feelings. Cry if you have to. Yell if you have to
I don't know if you do or not, but I would suggest exercising if you can. Even a walk. It's honestly a good way to release energy
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Agreed. I always feel best when I've finished Zumba!
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Thanks guys, I do suffer from depression and the last few weeks I can feel my self on the verge of a relapse. Surprisingly nothing to do with my love, just personal circumstances and events the last few months.
Exercise is really good, I'm starting to rely on it to make me feel better now. Whenever I'm really low I try to force myself on a run because I can't let myself slip too far. I had a cry this evening and the other day and feel a bit better. It's just been a difficult time but I can feel myself getting back to normal slowly again. It's difficult with a mental illness, but I've had it so long I'm grateful I know how to cope with it!
LOA has helped me so many times to overcome it and get control of my thoughts and life. Bloody grateful for this forum and the people on it haha!
Thanks again xxx