Sam wrote:

RollingRock33 wrote:

How can I be so sure that it's based on the energy at the time and not set in stone?

Because you're the creator of your reality.

 
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wolf wrote:

RR, these articles might help you:
http://brightmiracles.com/blog/how-to-attract-a-specific-personyes-you-can-attract-a-specific-person/
http://www.powerfulintentions.org/forum/topics/yess-you-can-attract-your-ex !
http://www.calmdownmind.com/when-your-desire-feels-ordinary-its-on-the-verge-of-manifestation/

The second one, I think, is very much what you're looking for.

The second post would help him.

RollingRock33 wrote:

Thank you guys. So much. I'm back to worrying. So I'm trying to keep my vibe up, or boost it again. Things seem incredibly 100% impossible and hopeless, but something inside is telling me not to give up. After all, I love her. I checked out those links and I will continue to try really really hard. I'd be really appreciative if you could help me out further. This crippling anxiety is beyond rough. Thank you so much! <3

That part of you that is telling you not to give up is your Divine Self. It exists in all of us. I recommend you really try connecting with that part of yourself because it will help you in so many ways.

It will help you calm down and get rid of anxiety, it will raise your mood, improve memory, and you will begin to see that this "obstacle" is a limitation that YOU put on yourself. Then you will know she was always with you.

I HIGHLY recommend you watch this. I love watching his videos. https://youtu.be/UAl_0ccocJA

RollingRock33 wrote:

Thanks guys. I read the links.

I sent her a snap of a thing I found (something she got me a long time ago..) she opened it 38 minutes ago. I updated my story long before... She didn't even look at it... she usually does.

I'm really starting to feel like this situation is impossible. It's like she REALLY wants nothing to do with me Pleaes help.

You need to give her space. Stop controlling the situation.