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Hi everybody,
I'm new here on the forum and I decided to post a topic here to see if anyone can give me some insights on what I'm going through at the moment bc I am so confused right now...
First of all, the thing that I have been trying to manifest for about two months now has actually happened, which in itself is pretty amazing. Except that it's not what I wanted, at all.
I have been very specific in trying to manifest a relocation to another country. A country I've been wanting to move to for years and years. And I have really gone all in with this manifestation and really been FEELING all the feelings. And I have been really specific about which country.Β
Well, today the exact scenario that I've visualised happened, where my husband came home from work telling me that his boss has asked him if he would be interested in starting work in a different country for at least a year (the move would include all of us). This was EXACTLY as I've imagined it. Except for one "little" thing. It's the wrong effing country. It's a country that I have never had any interest in and still don't. There is absolutely nothing with this country that appeals to me. This whole thing feels like a big cosmic joke.Β
What could have turned out to be the best day in my life instead turned in to a very confusing day. I'm just feeling so bummed out right now. This could have been so perfect, but it's not.
Has anyone experienced something like this? Why is it happening and can I somehow still turn this around? Did I do something wrong? This whole thing just feels like a slap in the face right now and I feel like I just want to forget about this whole LOA thing. I mean what's the point if you attract things in to your life that you don't want?
I know, I sound really bitter right now and I should probably don't stress out but I'm just so confused at the moment.
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Thank you for your replyΒ Β I really hope that you are right and I'm sure you are, it's just a bit hard to grasp the whole thing at the moment. On one hand I am truly amazed that what I have been trying to manifest has actually happened because a relocation to another country is not some small thing, it's pretty big. But on the other hand I'm just so dissapointed that the one vital detail of this is missing. The whole point of it was to move to this country that I've been dreaming about for so long and a relocation through my husbands's job was the "easiest" way to do it. And it happened exactly like I imagined it down to the smallest detail. Except one. The country. Now we're actually facing all the issues I "saw" that we would face; what to do with our children's school, where to live etc. but without the joy of knowing that we are moving to this place of my dreams.
I'm starting to wonder if this is the universe's way of telling me that I can't impose my desires on other people...