Well I'm seeing my guy on sunday.. I've kind of just been living my life..I think abt him everyday but I haven't been consistent abt visualizing or even consciously visualizing..when I think of him I just try to remember the good things.. I'm usually the one who texts first but made up my mind I wasn't going to do it out of fear of never hearing from him again..I decided to just let things happen .. the challenge.. not getting upset because he isn't as ready as me..or he dosent say what I want him to say.. I'm determined to just go w the flow..wish me luck