I remember two weeks ago today, I felt like my world came crashing down, because my love told me she was talking to someone else.          Since then, I honestly just started focusing on myself and making myself happy, trying to fall back in love with me.    I haven't RS at all lately, I still think of her and visualize.  But not as much.     We haven't talked since Tuesday.   But that's ok.   I know we will be back together.        Plus the last time we talked.  She was going through some things, plus she has finals.  Friends.  Family.  Boyfriend.  So I gave her space.     The other day when we talked, she was saying how much she aporeciates me being there and how she loves how we became friends.  And also said.  That she wouldn't be worried if we didn't talk for awhile, because she knows our friendship is still there.       

She never really said things like this before, it made me so much more comfortable and basically made me relax my mind.     I know I have her, even if the reality doesn't show it yet.   I know she's mine and I know she's in my life.     Lately, I've just been doing other things, plus I have a few crushes lol, Which helps my vibe