harleenquinzel wrote:

Well, I havent picked a date but I'm planning to go out to see my friend in April. :D
 

This is so exciting !!!! You have your love back I'm truly happy for you !! Just start getting yourself ready any way !

harleenquinzel wrote:

My best friend has been trying too, I just never believed in it till now because now I know he wants to talk in person! But I have my outfit planned out lol!
 

Lol that's something you need to pick out now ! The outfit is so important ! Keep up the positivity and keep up whatever you've been doing because it's working !

harleenquinzel wrote:

I think maybe its because I've been focusing on work so it keeps me preoccupied from the negative thoughts about him, I think more positively now about him like going to and from work ya know so maybe thats what it is? And I know it is but I'll pick it out soon enough, I mean it is in April this kind of doesn't feel real yet.

Yes I understand but it is real lol stay excited !!

He posted this about a week or so ago and I didn't realize he must of been talking about me at the end. Here is what he posted "Its gotten to that point that im so used to being alone. Sure it gets boring but you're left with your own privacy not worrying about anybody else. Now im not saying that i dont have any friends or anybody i do but sometimes you'll mostly end up being alone wether you friends are busy or your signifacant other are as well and i get that amd it doesnt bother me at all because beong alone really opens your mind and be more wise. Like right now im pretty bored and im just left with my thoughts and sometimes my thoughts arent always good because I worry alot because i care too much of what i have and im very protective. But going through what i went through you just become dull to the real world like you dont show emotion. I reppress my emotion and ive done it for so long that i basically have none and i may seem depressed to others who are looking inside my world but im not mostly... Its just how the world made me and who i am to be. But im waiting for that special someone to open me back up. To open to my eyes to what the world really is and not just dark and grey but i digress. So as time will go on i will sit here with whats left of my sanity and patiently wait." With a Harley Quinn & Joker picture of the hugging and crying with some words on it. 

Sweetie   don't question   just get yourself ready    If you desire to be back with him   well I see a delivery!!   Celebrate   dont look back   and keep that vibration humming high    SO happy for you