Well, I'm the kind of person who questions everything so its like I wasn't sure if this was good or a bad thing because it could bad in the sense he is scared to talk to me but then most of the rest of it is good but as usual when I get a inkling of something bad I kind of makes me question it you know what I mean and then I'm just kind of also like why am I intimidating to him and how I can fix that? And also I find it crazy how he wants to talk to me in person when I can go out there and see him. I naturally question things a lot. But you're right I should be happy, but how do I send loving vibrations to him? 

It did feel good but I'm kind of a pessimistic person which i'm trying to work on so I kind of just like but why not just text me? Im not gonna kill you? Why does he find me intimidating and scary? I always question and I hate that about myself when I'm suppose to be super happy because believe me finding this out kind of blew me out the water cause he put the front up of he doesn't give a **** about me when in all reality he does and now all these statues he writes are making sense and are for me. I would share one that kind of left me in awe but I don't want to be annoying but nonetheless it is amazing but how do you figure I have my love back?

A great manifestation? How so? I didn't think I was going to find all this out but I had been hoping to run into our friend because I wanted to talk about him nonetheless and it happened. But I can't get over the fact my friend offered me to go to Illinois to see her and him if I wanted too, I was hesitant and then I found out he wants to talk in person. 
 

Well its still months away but this is exciting