Congratulations you got this !!!

i dont want to get too excited yet, we are both still confused. he sent me message that he cried because he remembers all the good things and i am very special and he loves me and always will. He said to be dont be sad,
but that he feels confused, lot of emotions,
So what happened, we live in a capital city..so 2 weeks ago or so..i saw him randomly. same street with me, in the area neither us live. he was shocked and me too. we did not even say hi. then he wrote me and said he was too surprised and he is sorry, I think that was the sign of universe that we saw each other. Yesterday we had a beer and we talked a lot, what went wrong etc we still miss each other. Then he missed the train and came to my place  

Listen To Allgood   Be excited!!  Think only positive thoughts   no doubt no worries 

I used visualization and wrote down  my wishes, then some point I started to concentrate on myself and did things what made me happy, going out with friends to dance, sports, dating another guy too few times. I kind  of "forgot" the whole issue, but it was there all the time. I was thinking on him and had feelings but also did things for myself. 
Then 2 things happened. I saw him accidentally. Then last week i saw his best friend on TV. and then we decided to have a beer and then he told me he misses me too and this happened. It is nothing yet, but its something. A big step for no talking and being upset/angry to this