So I started the Supermans game last week but just after the first day I started to feel very anxious and was ready to give up as I really dont want to feel that way every other few days and as me and my guy havent been together for more than two years, i really want to be happy no matter what.

But then instead of giving up fully on my future husband, and I obviously wish him to be the one, I did something hard and final which led me to letting go I believe.

I wrote in my diary that it is end of me trying to be with my love, and I really meant it seriously. i stated that I love him deeply but cant go on like that and that if somehow he will be back, I will be happy but I no longer want to try or do anything like that, even the Supermans game, etc. I also stated i release him to the Universe and let him go totally. I cried like crazy actually and was very painful. But half hour later I felt really like some huge stone lifted out from my body.

Anyway, I did it as to make space for my husband whoever that will be.

Then I started to write again what I want from my husband, everything what I could think of and I decided to play the game (Supermans game) but didnt put any specific person. Just feel the love.

I have to say that it really helped in a big way. I did that on Saturday and now its Wednesday and I do it every day, I read out loud what i wrote from my husband and what our relationship is. And that actually helped me to feel lovingly to my guy as each time I think about my husband I feel really so happy that then I am able to send love to my guy without being attached to him or to the end result him being the husband and couple of times I even visualized first my husband (without face) and then included my love and his face

Plus I still do the Laines method on my love.
But somehow all this my husband thing makes me feel very happy, like if I am in that relationship already and I dont feel any stress or attachment to my guy.

thought I will share.

I realized that really doesnt matter if I follow one method or the other or combine them but the main thing really is to feel good no matter what.

i really liked the posts this week from cherished etc. about forgetting the past and so on which helped me rise my vibration even more.

Even though am quite busy before Xmas, I try to read the posts here as it gives me more and more clarity and I love reading your posts, comments and with each loving thoughts I feel more loving towards my guy, myself, you all and everyone so its really great. Thank you :-)