I find myself in a strange place. It seems I’m having trouble manifesting. So I decided to try and accept like how things are. So i started saying statements to myself to accept this is how things are doesn’t mean they can’t change. It actually helped but now I just feel down. Like I just don’t know hard to describe. Like I was saying those statements not to manifest them but to help with resistance and detachment. Now nothing has changed and I get sometimes it takes a bit and I also get that you shouldn’t need it to change to feel good but I can’t seem to get out of the place of wanting it to change but feeling like welp down? It’s so odd I’m just like whatever this won’t happen. I mean it can change . I don’t know if I’m making sense but anyways it’s an odd place. I cant really describe it I’m like detached now but disappointed but like oh well but also like well it can change. It’s a mix man. It’s Like my comments of this is how it is I’m tryibg to expose myself to the fact that accept it’s something you don’t like right now so I can accept and release resistance but it’s like am I just manifesting more of this or I feel like it could be reinforcing what I don’t want . I really hope I make sense. I mean I’m not like depressed or mad. I’m going to a movie today but I mean I still would like to see some change but also I shouldn’t need the change to feel good. But I dont feel awful just slightly down.

Last edited by Selfloveiskey (12/07/2018 6:20 pm)