Figured I'd update this again. I love seeing how far I've come.
I put the small goals on the back burner for a while, things had hit the skids for a short period of time. There is some good in there, though. 
It's important to find silver linings in everything and as the quote in my signature says, it's how you react to a situation that defines the situation. 

To start with, my vision has honestly been horrible and getting worse for a while. I knew this, I did nothing until my boyfriend talked me into seeing an optician. Long story short here, I was diagnosed with  Keratoconus. It's a disorder which means the cornea in my right eye is curved and that was what was causing my vision to deteriorate, it's in both my eyes but not as much in my left eye. This is a blessing at the same time. I'd be lying if I didn't say I was afraid but it's not something I have to handle by myself. I have been referred to someone to treat this, he is the best in his field. I also got glasses to help me in the meantime, so this is the universes way of having my back.

I also hit money problems, that was my own doing by having a bad relationship with money and dwelling on that. 

In better news, I've been with my boyfriend for 5 months tomorrow and we are going to my favourite all you can eat place again. I'll also be spending Christmas with him, which is nice. Seasonal depression usually hits me around this time but it's not as daunting as it usually is.

I've been listening to The Power thanks to my Audbile trial and that's been great. Once that's done with I'll be skimming through my copy of The Magic and seeing how that goes. 

Right now, it's back to tending to my current needs. 

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I haven't updated this for a while, Christmas, grief and being ill have gotten in the way. I'm almost back to where I want to be, though. 

Still learning to manifest and improve my relationship with money. I've also been watching a lot of documentaries on Netflix to broaden my horizons. I'm also still working on my writing abilities.

I did manifest 3 out of 4 of the small manifesting goals I set, however. 

Manifest a free meal. - I've had several.
Manifest a hot chocolate. - My boyfriend and I are going to a coffee shop this week. 
Manifest a person accepting a friend request from me. - The person in question accepted. 

My boyfriend and I have been together for 6 months now and it's going so well. I'm still haunted by old thoughts occasionally but they aren't gaining momentum anymore. 



 

A lot of stuff has happened since I last updated this, some bad but not terrible. 

The eye disease I have progressed, not what I wanted to happen, but I've come to terms with it. I've got treatment for it soon, and that is going to help me so much. I don't believe I can change my beliefs to make it a miraculous recovery and all the damage it has caused will can reverse, but I think the only way is up from here! 😊
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I finished my dental treatment, so I need to keep up the work there. Working on my issues with money, still not there but doing better. 

My blog is doing very well, I've kept up the writing, it got a considerable amount of growth and views after a user of a geeky blog group found mine and asked me to join, so that was a lovely manifestation. 

I have been back in therapy again, it wasn't fun being honest with her, or myself, it has shown me what needs work and where my strengths are, though. 

My boyfriend and I are still together; our anniversary is next month. This has been my most stable and consistent relationship. At this exact stage in my past relationships, I'd have been ghosted or broken up with at least once. It's nice to finally feel comfortable and seeing my growth show in my relationship. I have had old issues with insecurities flare up occasionally, but I have communicated with my boyfriend, and he has been so understanding.

I feel people don't look within when they attempt to manifest an ex-partner back; this would have been the missing piece for me if I was still on that path. Stepping off that path and working on myself was best for me, I kept looking for quick fixes, which LOA isn't, I now have the perfect relationship with so much improvement. I'm even dealing with setbacks better, a year ago the eye disease would have broken me down, now I'm calm about it, looking forward to treatment and looking super cute with my glasses.  

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