fizzy wrote:

excalibar wrote:

Yea... I hope I get super advanced at manifesting soon so I don’t have any more long waiting periods and slip ups but it’s hard not to put myself down. I do already hate myself.. to some degree, it’s not as bad as it used to be. It’s also difficult when people around me (people that I live with) say it’s just a tool and nothing more and want me to talk to them about my problems but I can’t. No ones else gets it like we do.

My advice is don’t talk to anyone about reality creation if you know they are people who don’t support you in it. It’s pointless to talk to them about it and you only open yourself up to being misunderstood and creating doubts in yourself. You are everything and have the power to give yourself whatever you desire... don’t hate yourself. If I were you, I wouldn’t worry so much about the time it takes things to manifest. I would focus more on accepting that you are everything. Then when you do implement a method to manifest what you want, you’ll have more confidence and it won’t feel like as much of a struggle as it did in the past.

Should I tell myself that I am everything, how would I work in accepting that as fact? I want to manifest my sp to be everything i want him to be with me by this summer and it feels like I can do it. It feels right to visualize but I feel like there’s a way I can manifest him before that or just faster, but idk what that is or how to get to that point. Control is very important to me... I want to figure how now to change myself into someone who manifests something in just one month at most. I want to get to that place faster. Sorry if I’m repeating myself but it’s true and it feels somewhat good to let it out.

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fizzy wrote:

excalibar wrote:

Ok, thank you! and I like what you said earlier about doing what feels right to me right now. I want to manifest way faster but visualizing twice a day feels right when stress isn’t in the way. I just fear I’ll have to wait awhile yet to manifest my sp exactly but there’s no point in worrying, that’s why learning how to manifest fast is so important to me, also I am not patient and since I’m everything and I create how people are with me, I don’t have to be patient but I still don’t know how to manifest quickly so I’ll just use my affirmation for that right now, making that a part of my inner dialogue and soon believe and experience exactly that and never have to wait longer than a month again to manifest something/everything I want perfectly 😂

Yes, you certainly can do that. I’m not saying there’s anything wrong with wanting to manifest your sp quickly, but maybe take at look at why you feel that way. I know you want to be with him, which makes sense. But, do you fear that if it doesn’t happen in a certain amount of time, you’ll somehow lose control of the situation? It’s not possible to lose control because you’ll never stop being in control of it all. Again, nothing wrong with wanting it to happen fast — you decide how your reality goes. But, maybe looking at and dealing with what’s behind that will also alleviate some stress.

I want it to happen quickly because I am impatient and I think it would save me a lot of worry and work. Just curious, do you know any ways I can manifest faster?

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fizzy wrote:

excalibar wrote:

I’m listening to a belief subliminal too while I visualize and hopefully (more like I intend) that will help with building my beliefs and help with creating these new beliefs that I want to have that will help me manifest faster with less conditions. I’ve heard all results from subliminals are permanent so I’ll just go with that. 😂 intend me luck 😂😂

YES! I’m glad to see you using the word intend!

I always use that word. Sometimes I don’t get what I want with that tho, I think it could be because, I don’t really care or that wasn’t really what I was after lol, still it would be nice if it worked every time. So I intend that 😂 if one believed that they are everything but still have doubts about manifesting something, would that leave room for them not to get exactly what they want versus someone who didn’t believe that they are everything yet had zero doubts about manifesting everything they want exactly?

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excalibar wrote:

Before you believed that you are everything, how did you not worry about how long it took to manifest a person or whatever it is that you wanted? I can’t help but  worry..... I’ve been at manifesting him for over a year and I’m getting tired of waiting 😞😑.......

Oh, I’ve had my worries, too. What’s helped is to really dive into this stuff. I was hungry for more knowledge on reality creation, so I went after it. I’m pleased with what I’ve found so far and have every intention of continuing and learning more.

Also, I really think you should try putting things into perspective. It’s entirely possible to manifest what you want with your sp by summer, but what if you didn’t? There will be other summers, other holidays, other opportunities to spend time together and have fun. In the end, what is there to worry about? Again, the truth that you are in control of it all will never change. It doesn’t matter how long it’s been. Wallowing in impatience isn’t fun and is pointless because it has nothing to do with what you want.

fizzy wrote:

excalibar wrote:

You have a point but I really don’t want to be like 30 or even 20 to manifest my sp. tbh I don’t know why I worry so much about this, you have a good point but maybe it’s because I want to be better at manifesting so bad... idk. Sometimes I worry that it will never happen as well...

Remember that you are manifesting every second. You are already perfect at manifesting. You’ve just created a scenario for yourself where you feel it’s difficult to manifest specific things that you desire. There’s no reason why it needs to take that long to manifest your sp. The only way that could happen is if you decide it’s going to take that long. Don’t be afraid of yourself. Since you are everything and make all the rules, that’s basically who you’re afraid of. Decide to take control of your reality. The knowledge that you are everything is what gives you reasons why you can do this and the ‘permission’ to.

I don’t know if this will really help but, I intend to not have to wait long to manifest my sp anymore finally. Now how do I believe that.... how do I stop being afraid of myself and what I might manifest that isn’t what I want.... (I am more or less asking myself this btw)... I wish I knew another way I can truly believe/expect something to manifest perfectly without believing it in imagination first...or at least believe and expect it in imagination first faster than what’s happening now.

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