Ladiaynoche wrote:

So I’m kind of struggling with some on and off feelings of jealousy. Not regarding my SP though. I’ve seen improvement on that end. I’ve been trying to focus on other stuff like myself, gratitude, career, self-love, etc. At first I was like this is totally working. I’m less anxious, doing better at work, not nearly as sad as I have been in the past, but then the jealousy snuck in. I think sometimes the success stories if others get to me bc things manifest so quickly for some and I can see the improvements from my efforts to work on myself but now I find myself jealous of people in relationships. This is very new for me. I didn’t have feelings like this much in my life. I keep thinking why is the relationship thing happening for everyone except me. Literally all of my friends are in relationships now and don’t hang out as much and it’s been challenging. On the one hand, I’m so happy for them. But then I’m also like how’d they get that so fast. Two months ago a few of them were still single. I start to think that working on myself is not working, which is probably a sign that o have more work to do, but idk what that is. And then the more jealous/questioning of timing, the more I worry my manifestations aren’t gonna happen bc I can’t get my brain together.

Any insight? Anyonegone throygh this? I’m not used to feeling jealous and o don’t like it and would love to know how I get rid of it or lessen it.

 


Have you been living in the end as Neville Goddard taught? It doesn't sound like it if all you've been doing is focussing on yourself. He also taught that imagination creates reality and that you are the operant power, it doesn't operate itself, amongst other things. It would be worth your while to study his teachings and apply them to all areas of your life. They are simple, effective, and right to the point with none of the unnecessary nonsense that other people promote.