Hey! I just started  doing actual meditations about my SP. Before I decided to really commit to RS-ing him, I’ve been having daydreams. I would generally feel a bouyant, giddy feeling. Now, after I usually finish daydreams or thinking about this person and scenarios of him and me I would feel intense sensation in my chest area. Sometimes this builds up overtime and I’ll end up into a swirling goop of emotions. I cried one time. It’s not a particularly “bad” sensation. Just overwhelming.

It feels like I can take on the world. This feeling of restlessness you get, like anticipation, that will get you to do something impulsive. That carefree giddiness.

What do you think about this?