Hi there lovelies,

So a few months ago I decided I was going to try and stop attracting my ex after two years but instead find my soul mate whether or not it was my ex or someone new.

A few months later I met my new boyfriend while buying my new car ❤ we were star struck with eachother from the first time we met and we both fell in love very very quickly. Everything has been wonderful so far, already talked of marriage and children. Both our families are certain we are meant for eachother and even they have discussed a wedding and grandchildren and I've honestly never loved someone so much ever before... we are perfect for eachother and he calls me his soul mate ❤

But here's the thing... I've been hurt very badly in the past as I'm sure most of you reading this has as well... and I'm constantly living with the fear of losing him and because I'm doing this I'm then thinking negative thoughts instead of positive ones and I know I need to do something about them before it's too late but at the moment the fear of a breakup is over powering the emotions of happiness with him and I'm getting even more worried and fearful.... such a massive problem... it's actually getting me into a really bad place mentally and it's exhausting...

I want to spend the rest of my life with him ❤ so I really need help on how I can over come these thoughts before I attract negative things into my relationship and things I can do to make sure we will always be together?

Thank you all so much in advance xx