Met a greay guy.

We dated..hung out...just had sexy..flirty..gut busting fun and then one day after a 3 hour lunch he kinda starts falling outta view.

I let a few days go by and then finally ask..am i being ghosted...you not interested..met someine ..getting back with baby mom..

He replies..not that bae..im sorry...alot going on...definetly not ghosting.

A week goes by he messages he was thinking of me but going through itm i asked if he wanted to talk..could i help...got no reply...i sai well will i ever talk to you or hear from you...he says yes bae just going through it. I tell him im here if he needs a friend.


Ive heard nothing for 4 weeks and havent seen him in 5.

Ive started meeting new guys..hanging out...living a high frequency but i cant get him outt my head.. I mean AT ALL. I smile when i think of him.

I asked the universe for a sigh..purple car...hell i live in texas...so most cars are red or black pick up trucks..

Well EVERYDAY i see purple cars now. So i know im on a good path
.but the negative things are coming in..like it was just sex..or he got back with sons mom...or i was too availble. Naturally i fight it and im calmer than i expected...but i just dont feel like its over....any ideas here?