That feeling in my chest was right but it's because Austin is partying again. His sister just told me. I knew something wasn't right but wasn't sure what it was.

I'll be taking a little break from here because I need to figure things out. But I'll be back soon.

Today was awesome! A fair few of you know I model for a living, but I've been wanting a part time regular job so that I can get a new apartment. Being paid in cash and unable to file taxes doesn't look too great.
I had applied at a center helping blind seniors over by my college a while back. I found out today that I got it! I'm so happy because it's right there by my school. I also found Ashton the perfect daycare today. I'm baking some of Cherish's gratitude cookies to celebrate. I feel tingly all over. ❤️

I would like some positive energy for my son though. He inherited his dad's side of the family's frequent nose bleeds so he'll have to have his vessels cauterized as soon as they rule out for sure all other medical reasons for them. It's just precaution and it's nothing serious. I'm actually upbeat about this because he will finally get rid of those pesky bleeds when we take him to the ENT. It took months before we could do this. Now he won't have to worry when he's out playing and stuff.

I noticed since saying I'd focus on me, Austin has talked to me even more. I'm not trying to do anything but he's talking to me constantly now. Crazy. But it's still all about keeping this awesome vibe. I'm stoked to be back in my groove. 😊🌺

Sounds great. And I'm sending positive energy to your little man. 

Sending over some love to your little one, I'm sure he will be fine as you said. And congrats on getting the job, you seem like such a caring person, so working with seniors would be suitable for you. And girl... isn't it funny when you stop caring they chase...

I love this thread 💜😊