Lol.

I dont know who is still on here but I was a member like a few years ago trying to manifest my ex. Come to realize he wasn't worth the work honestly. I gave up on loa for like a year and idk I stopped wanting a relationship and Bam, here comes someone I saw only as a friend come sweep me off my feet. Long story short, he is an absolutely amazing wonderful person who I been with the last almost year. (We been friends for like 3 years prior ) and he is now in the services so it's been long distance.

Anyways. The reason I'm back not that I miss some of the people on here (I did).

I let old thoughts and habits come into my vortex and let it grow , and grow it did. Where is mental weed killer when you need it!? It was like k forgot about loa and just was going hey it's ok I'll let weeds grow. I got my victim mentality back on and ugh.old stories is old.

Lately, I have been dealing now with a separation of sorts, and I know I was the one who manifested this. His reaction and the way he answered me. Today, I came to a realization the why he felt that way, and I forgave myself because I was the one who thought of this and manifested. Im working my way back to being together. Anyways. I could use some support and friendship.