Ever since my breaking point the other day, I've felt great.. I've honestly just focused on myself and making myself happy, I haven't really done RS/Visualization in a few days.. I decided to take a little break from that, until I fully start putting myself first... Then and only then, will I be able to enjoy RS/visualizing and have it work... I obviously still want her, but lately.. I haven't been thinking about her much.. and I'm seeing results...she usually always contacts me.. whether its a few hours or the next day.. but I don't feel myself awaiting and anticipating a message...I end up doing my own thing  KNOWING I have my desire, I just have to reach the vibrations to get it