I believe there is always a somebody for everybody. If your boyfriend treats you like crap, why is he still your boyfriend. I may not know you personally but I believe that everyone is worth it. Maybe you can’t practice self love because he’s around you and he’s influencing your energy in a negative way, maybe you need to let go of him. You are worth it, you are beautiful. Beauty is in the eye of the beholder, even if you yourself can’t see it I know that somebody else will and he will make sure you know this. Don’t ever lose hope 💕 I’m sending lots of love and hugs to you from here ❤️❤️❤️ You will find someone special that will treat you like the queen that you are。

Serendipity wrote:

Before I give any advice, I just want to ask you some things, I promise you that I am in no way judging your situation or trying to talk out of out feeling a certain way. I just want to make sure I have the right information since I don't really know the full story!  

What are his good qualities?
What are your long term goals with him? 
 

Well, he can be a sweetheart and giving when he wants to.  When hes drug free hes more giving and caring and he was treating me a lot better back when he wasn't around druggies and losers.  He has a kind heart and can over obsess over things sometimes.  Good dad.  Long term goals have a better version of him that also us to get married and get pass all this crap were going through.  To show our daughter that overcoming hardships and problems you can come out with a better result.  And, to be married and our relationship is better.  For us to have a business ran together and moved out of Vegas.  And, to Washington or Idaho.