As you all know, I was down yesterday.        Today I honestly see it as a new start and for the first time in months, I got out of bad with high energy and confidence, I haven't even felt like this on my good days.    So I feel a huge change is coming.     I'm ignoring the past and current, I'm not worried about when or how much we talk.  Because I KNOW we are and plus I do it during RS.      Yesterday felt like my last resort.   I haven't felt that bad since the breakup.    So I had two choices.  Continue going down that path and have things get worse and worse.   Or change my tune, start loving life.  Loving the little things life has to offer, realize ever moment I wake up it's an opportunity for great things to happen.      I, as well as others. Already have our desires, we just need to get in our vortex.       Honestly, yesterday was the turning point.   I'll look back and say  December 4th 2015. Was the turning point, the point all my dreams became reality