I am meeting up with my ex this weekend,and I'm not sure how to go about it.  This is the third time we have seen each other since our break up.  The first time I cried/begged...the second time I was very neutral, and it was as if we were back together, but I got radio silence from him after.
This weekend will be the next.  My ultimate goal is for us to be back together, but I feel as though he is taking advantage of me, and I'm giving up more of myself.  The reason for the break was because he wasn't emotionally ready for a relationship.  Yet, he will still see me?
I'm trying to gain confidence, like he'd be lucky to have me, and to give that vibe off.  I'm scared if when I start talking about our relationship and where we are at, it will be the same conversation over again.  I just want to get more connected to him, and not pressure him, but at the same time stand up for myself..
Any suggestions how to have this conversation without repeating ourselves, or having it go badly