Cottoncandy wrote:

Hello beautiful people. This is my first time here. I hope I can get some answers to my current dilemma. So basically I was in an abusive relationship for almost a year. I stumbled upon veronica’s video and was determined to use the law of attraction to get my ex boyfriend (who was then my bf) to love me. He never abused me physically and thus I never realied how unhealthy it was. I was just obsessed to the idea of being in the perfect relationship with him. However, after a few months of trying he broke up with me (so the situation got worse). I then tried to use LOA to attract him back. It somewhat worked but I met this new amazing guy that made me realise how stupid I was. My new relationship was great. But due to my past experiences I had a lot of trust issues and creating a lot of drama. 3 days ago he finally got fed up and told me that he can’t handle my inferiority complex anymore. I apologised but he hasn’t replied. i really don’t know what to do. I was very much passive and quit in the previous relationship. I want my new guy back and I’m worried that I might’ve ruined my own happy ending. Any help please? Thank you

This is fixable, but you've really got to work on feeling better about yourself and acquiring some self esteem and self confidence. Don't beg, don't plead, don't do anything to demean yourself. That never works and only makes things worse. I've had a lot of abuse myself, and I know how it damages you and makes you feel worthless and all kinds of negative things about yourself, none of which is true, by the way. It is always coming from the person who is doing the abusing, it's all about them and what is going on inside them, and has nothing whatsoever to do with you or anything you've done.
Then, to learn how to create what you want with your imagination, listen to Neville Goddard, the master of this who made it his life's work to teach it to other people and/or read his books. Here is a link to his Secret of Imagining record, but there are many other of his lectures also on youtube.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=YccI-t1yojk
 

Cottoncandy wrote:

Thank you so much. I needed this. I’m not going to contact my guy anymore. I already spammed him for the past two days. I hope that didn’t ruin things for me.

Don't worry.  Everything can be okay.