So as you know my darling contacted me, we were supposed to see each other so I can get mail, but I will be seeing his sister instead for that. Anyway, he contacted me again speaking about how he was upset over the fact that I never told him I love him first when we were living together. He said he felt like I did not love him. At first he was like, "Yay, I love my wife!" (We never got married, but he wanted to marry me.) Then he was like, "This ***** just wants a free meal." He felt like he was being used, especially since I wasn't expressing my love. This made me sad that he felt this way. Especially since he said the last night we were together before he sent me home, he wanted me to hug him, say I love him and that I am sorry. He said he wouldn't have sent me home and would have stayed if I did. I felt sad because I should have known, especially by the look on his eyes. Even the fact that he wanted to have one last night with me, I wanted to say it, but I used to always doubt my instincts in these situations. Even though this sounds sad though, let's look on the brightside. He still has my number, he still thinks about me, and it is quite obvious that there is a part of him yearning for us back together. I felt his presence a lot this week. So yes I am still kinda sad over it. But I will pick myself back and be happy to know that all he ever wanted was my love, that he truly appreciates me. I will continue sending him loving energy through rs, do my scripting to create happy moments we both want and continue to do my best to connect with his spiritual energy. If you ever were in my situation, you should look to the brightside too. The Universe is weird about manifesting the things you want, but it will give you what you ask. You just need to raise your vibration and have faith!

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