sunmoon wrote:

Hi !!

so I have been dating my ex for 5 years, we were so much in love; we broke up couple times but it was always for less than 4 days... (SOMETIMES) 
I got engaged last October.. everything was fine, until the day I started to visualize that he is with another woman and broke up in a very bad terms. guess what ?? it did HAPPEN and our break up was just AWFUL!  (better not to tell u)
I went crazy how did that happened (I had no idea about LOA) but when I started to search I found out that it was me who did that... and thats what I discovered it
I kept calling him, begging him for 2.5 months, EVERYDAY! I couldn't accept the idea that he is with another woman just because of me.. (he blocked me from Facebook, he unfollowed me from Instagram but he didn't block me because my profile is public, so sometimes I see him checking my stories.. and thats what made call him every time, even his friends and family blocked me!, never answer to my calls..) 
but now its been almost one month since I didn't contact him at all, after I sent to his new girlfriend a very rude message (I was drunk lol) and told her that he is still checking my Instagram blabla.. so he blocked me right away.
the only reason I did it, its because I couldn't block him, and I wanted him to stay away from me until I find myself, and change my thoughts and use the LOA for my advantage... last week he unblocked me from Facebook (after 2 weeks using the LOA step by step), but he still didn't add me or talk to me! 
he is a sailor, and she is a sailor too and by the end of the month they will go out In the sea for 4 months... and just the  fact to think that they are going to be together even in the sea... makes me screw all my hard work!!! 
I really need help!!!!! I am tired of this; I feel like he is haunting me. 

I'm gonna kinda copy and paste what I put somewhere else but I ll tweak it. First forgive yourself you are human now that you know about loa and stuff you can change it but start with forgiving yourself and working on you. Self love is the foundation for any manifestation whether money or ex back. I advise to start with love yourself like your life depends on it. Start there and focus on you I did this after a long while if being desperate. In June my guy started to date someone else and said he "wanted to erase every memory of me". I was devastated and was desperate for months. Every so often he was rude but it was contact. When I finally let go and focused on being happy because I was tired of being miserable ( I kept assuming he was happy with her etc). I got nice contact on his own to me. And it seemed to hint more feelings . As of two weeks ago he told me he wasn't happy with her , she was worse then me, that he always comes back to me, that he loves me and could never love anyone else more, that when he said that he was trying to push me away and that after that he just wanted contact with me so he would say whatever. So moral of the story keep at it it works out but focus on being happy on your own that is the rule of any manifesting even ones without relationships. I'm learning that still. It's keeping it up and I'm happy to do that because when I started doing that it was the most at peace I felt and I wasn't desperate. But most importantly I got to the point where I made myself happy regardless. Now he is back but I still need to keep this up because he isn't my source of happiness only. Look at it this way you don't know what their relationship is like. I assumed he was happy and I got what I thought were signs of that. I put the focus on me and not them. He gravitated towards me and told me she was a rebound. I treated myself nicely he started to too. But again I did this not to get him back anymore but because I wanted to feel happy and at peace he just seemed to follow. Also if he didn't care about you he wouldn't look at your stories. Seriously . He unblocking you is a start. Now with this at sea thing do not think about it please take this time to focus on you actually be grateful for it because you can become a happier better you. For all you know he may get tired of her after a week and be begging for you. But you have to start with focusing on you. I got better after that before I thought about them all the time and I got more of that you have to practice moving your thoughts . Love yourself because if you did you wouldn't think of them. Every time that thought comes in day to yourself if I love myself I wouldn't think of this and these are just fears. What would I do if I love myself?

Last edited by Selfloveiskey (10/18/2017 10:31 am)