Me and my boyfriend separated 4 months ago but I havent seen him for 7 months. It was a bad break up although there was not much shouting or tough arguments. But because of lies, cheating and abandonment while I was suffering a miscarriage. Now he is with someone else, he is showing in social media the new girl and how happy he is. I was depressed for how for months and been trying to forget because as most people say the right thing to do. Even after everything, I still love the same person, feel the same exact feeling the moment we met that he is the one and feel that everything will be fix I just have to be patient. I feel that he is broken, unhappy that we are apart and what he is doing is just to cover up what he feels because the time we broke up he said it was not working so its better for him to suffer now than later. Then he blocked me from all means of communication. I did not know anything about LOA until my sister let me listen to The Secret. I believe that what you keep on thinking is what will manifest. I remember I keep on feeling scared that he might be seeing someone and he will leave me at the time when we are working in different countries. And that was what really happens. I start searching on YouTube something about LOA and came into a visualization exercise for manifestation. It makes you right down what you desire. I did and watch it over and over for almost a month. Last month, early morning, he called using a different number. I just recognize his voice. I was not really in the mood of a conversation because I just woke up from a deep sleep. I ended up only plainly answering all his questions. He ended the call and ask me to go back to sleep when he asked how's the new boyfriend and I told him I don't have one. After that I haven't heard from him nor see him and I go back feeling sad. I feel like that video isn't really working then I came across with Veronica's videos this month. At least somehow I got hope that things will be fix and there is no hopeless situation. I start to feel better and smile more. I am not sure if I am in the right track. I just believed that everything is working on to get what i desire even if i dont see anything yet. I am trying that 25 days challenge. I just started last monday. Is there anybody here who had such a tough situation and was able to manifest it the way they want? How to know if you are on the right track? Sometimes the fear of expecting that it will be fix and he will come back might not happen would creep in but I try to ease it by telling myself that it will. What's the best way to eliminate the fear? I don't hate what happen before nor him but there are times I feel weak and hurt so what's the best way to handle it? Although what I do is just listen to veronica's videos again and again and also some of Neville Goddard. And imagine him most of the time holding me saying sorry, he still love me and will not let me go again.

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