kdra26 wrote:

Guys I feel I am THIS close to getting back my love. We get to points where I feel like it can happen any second and then it's a few steps backwards.

I visualize and do PW sand the whisper technique as well.

I did something the other night cause I was super upset and missing him sooooo much. I laid in bed and turned to my pillow on the side he usually slept on and started pouring my feelings and thoughts out outloud as if he was right there listening. I maybe talked a good 20 minutes? It was just how hard these last few months have been without him and learning to love myself again and finding myself again and how I'm so happy we are back together. It was all positive things. And I cried the entire time but I felt so relieved after and slept like a baby.

Is doig something like this alright? Do you think he still gets my messages even though I'm not fully meditating on him at the moment but I do act as if he's right there with me?

I do . I believe that when you think of them they can feel your energy that you are sending off if you focus on them intensely. A lot of times I think people get wrapped up in doing meditations and techniques and that is fine. Funny enough i was thinking about this not too long ago similar to your question. I didn't really feel good doing meditations today but I did earlier in the day just thinkng  of him and thinking of him being here I feel he got that energy and i wasnt meditating but it was intense . So it's not always you have to do techniques it's just belief and vibration and if you believe it then it is.