YesIWILL wrote:

So the past week or so, I don't know how this happened; i've just begun to feel massively depressed. Like, things have been going horribly for me lately, and whenever I look in the mirror, I feel like I'm ugly af, which adds onto the anxiousness and depression, my family seems fairly uncaring toward me, and everyone I talk to seems to have more interest in others than me, whether that's friends or more. It's just made me feel insecure, ugly, and overall just not worth it, for anyone. 

I just need some tips on how to get out of this dark area, because it's really messing with me.

Thank you.

I too have struggled with a ton of depressive thoughts lately, its so odd to me since I've felt so good last week and nothing has actually changed since then.
Why not focus on your qualities? I, for one I'm lacking in many departments, but when I really think about it, a ton of my unique qualities pop up in my mind and the negative thoughts seem to shoot out the door afterwards.

Try and do something you really enjoy, according to Victor Velure even watching a film can be a form of meditation! Distract yourself, don't let the negativity or the circumstances take over. You're most likely a wonderful person so surround yourself with uplifting people as well as situations and ignore anyone who does not help your mood.

You could also try doing some "good deeds", I feed the stray cats around my neighbourhood and it's a really positive experience.

YesIWILL wrote:

everyone I talk to seems to have more interest in others than me, whether that's friends or more.

I reckon you are overgeneralising. That can't be true for everyone?

I get sick of hearing "it's you pushed out!" over and over, but perhaps in this instance it is. You feel rubbish in yourself so you convince yourself that you are pointless and nobody gives a stuff. So other people pick up on it and it goes on in a merry go round. 

I don't know everything that has "gone horribly", but I also think we overthink and blow things up out of proportion at times. If you mean the date that fizzled out, that happens to us all, it's not confined to you. 

Are you sure you are not imagining this? The fact that you are generalising and can't give (or don't want to give) specific examples of someone making you unwanted makes me think it is your mood rather than other people. I may be wrong, but that is how it seems.

It's not about not being good enough for anyone, it's about being good enough for yourself, being you, before you start relationships, or all the other hell will kick off again if you aren't in a good place.
 

Do you ever talk to you family on a proper, sit down and talk basis?