It's been a while since I came on here. I've been focusing on all my goals, and truth be told, I feel up and down. I know LOA works. I've manifested small things but I am still manifesting my guy back.

I know he's the one! I just know.

I've been doing RS. Think I'm getting better at it now. I've had so many dreams about him. This has never happened with another person before.

I have been doing the rubbing out technique and I've had dreams where my guy and her have split.

I've been feeling a certain presence. Like he's in the room with me or thinking about me.

However, I wish he would give up his ******* resistance!!

I know he's the one, I've known from the very first time I saw him. I've also seen signs telling me to keep trying and not give up.

But I am not sure if deep in my subconscious mind there's doubt. I don't understand why it's taking so long. I know we shouldn't keep an eye on the time but I've been in NC for over a year now.

I keep getting the urge to message to him. A little voice telling me to do so but I can't bring myself to do it.

If anyone has any advice on anything please help me.