FORCED VISUALIZATION

Hi everyone, My first post,
I have been practicing LOA since my early age, just didnt know it was called LOA back then, i have manifested many small things in the past but now that I am trying to manifest something big, by big i mean my exgirlfriend with whom i spent the most beautiful 9 years, who has suddenly decided to shut me off of her life and it has been over four months since we have broken up, for reason i still cant figure out. Now i hit the wall, cant manifest we being together, tried visualizing a lot, but cant stay focused, so finally i have started something i call forced visualization, lets get to it
  The idea behind FORCED VISUALIZATION is to visualize about the next day, visualize yourself the next day, what you have for breakfast,what you put on for work, what you do during your work, your lunch, your dinner. Everything down to the minute detail, and in between the visualization insert the thing you want to MANIFEST, all the things in your visualization is dependent on you except what you wish to manifest, 
An example may help you understand better,
I start my visualization before i go to sleep, relaxed in my bed, then i think of the next day, i am having a cup of coffee in my white starbucks coffee mug, i just took a bite off my peanutbutter sandwich, i feel the taste in my mouth< i am getting ready for work, i am putting on a blue slacks an a white shirt, dark blue socks and my black leather shoes, of to work in my silver hatchback listening to Queen, i arrive at he hospital, park on my spot (i am a medical doctor btw) so i see cases today, a lady in her 40s is complaining of epigastric pain since morning, associated with waterbrash, abdomen is soft and non tender, she is putting a light blue dress, dark black hair, seems little overweight, but i cant see her face, i have been working, after  a tiring shift i am standing in front of the nurse station, suddenly my phone chimes with a text notification, OMG it is from my ex, i swipe my phone to reveal the whole text, it reads "<MY NAME>, i am sorry that i hurt you, can we please talk" my heart is racing through the roof while reading this, i am overjoyed with this, i feel the emotions running down through me, god this is all i wanted in life right now.
 this actually is my visualization about tomorrow, everything in my visualization is dependant on me< eg what i eat for breakfast, what i wear etc that is my part, and as things go as planned in the visualization, the universe will act its part, eg the lady with the pain abd, and the text...i have the same visualization time and often and sucessfully manifested the lady with pain abdomen but the text, hope i get that soon, counting on the universe
i call it FORCED VISUALIZATION because most of the elements in the visualization is completely dependent upon you so the idea is you are forcing your visualization to come true and cleverly inserting a small task for the universe to manifest
this is what i have been practicing, i would really want you people to try it out, and add your suggestions,
this is the first time i am posting anything over the internet, so i am sorry if it was way too long AND IF I POSTED IT IN THE WRONG PLACE

hope it helped,
suggestions please,