The love of my life in my heart, my baby. I love him so much......but my mind says I am being irrational even though it feels so right. The someone I love, but not the same. My mid says it is rational to be with him however because after all the times I told him I love my baby, he wants to be with me. He gets sensitive over me, he wants to protect me and be happy with me. Even when I say I want the other one he says I am just not over my baby. I been with my baby for awhile, however he says he doesn't want to fully commit like before. But deep in my core I can feel his feelings, that they are just as strong.

But my mind ismpulling me away from him. Telling me to let him go, telling me to try something new. I don't know what I did......I don't know how I got here. It hurts to think of leaving my baby, but my mind says he will never learn. My mind has never been this complicated, how it tries to make logic of everything. How I feel like I attracted a sticky situation.