I've been at it for a while, if you've noticed any of my previous posts. I've had plenty of ups and downs throughout this journey. Just recently did I achieve full, 100% faith in the universe to bring her back. The woman I've been attempting to attract back was my first, and only love at this point. I've made myself a life promise that I would somehow get her back in my life as a lover, especially after all of these months of LOA and subconscious work just for her. Even though I've seen no movement since I've started, other than a plethora of signs in the early months and the usual birthday text, I still have faith and believe we will be reunited one day. Hell, just today, I saw, what I believe to be a sign, "119," which is the day we met (January 19). I see this all the time, but something about this time got me excited more than anything, don't know why. Maybe because I haven't seen any for quite awhile.

Anyway, enough my story, the point is these days, I don't exactly  feel empty, but I feel completely normal, most of the time, since I've let the universe take complete control to bring her, and only her back. It's usually when I'm in bed do I feel that lovable energy going throughout my body. It's been many moons since I've been in a relationship, so I can't even begin to remember what it actually feels like, day to day, but would I right in saying its okay to feel that way and that there is no need to over interpret things, even after all of these months? Cause I do believe that if she was right here in front of me, I'd be all over her! Haha.