hey guys!!! I read all of your replies, thank you SO much for helping me. I put each one into practice. 
Now everything is on track again. After the two weeks of not talking to each other everything got into perspective.I can't say I wasn't scared, but I did my best effort to take care of myself, thing that I had not been doing for the past days,  and apparently it worked. 
By the day we saw each other, he was super calm and I was honestly surprised, I didn't expected this. 
Things are  back on track again