Ok. So i did for one month irregularly​ then did it two weeks regularly.

Everynight i sleep listening subminal because it make your subconscious know you are together with your person. So it really helped for my mind. Maybe by that i was not with so many doubts.

Plus affirmations when i was outside riding bike i spoke it loud while going & returning.
I am fearless.
I am confident.
I am loved.
I am secure.
I am priority.
I am wanted.
I love how me & my love are together.
Our relationship is becoming more & more stronger day by day.
She miss me.
She want to marry me.
Thank you god for sending such wonderful caring girl in my life.
Like this.

One day i was visualising us & that enjoyment took near 2 hours i was sitting on my bed & after visualise i did not feel any pain on back. It was like i was living with her & do not wanna come out from there.
In dream you do not have control you wake up any time even they come to kiss you but before it happens you wake up & you be like ouff no, right?
But if you visualise no one can stop you you can do anything lovely with them. You can care them wherever they are.
Visualise with music will make you forget you are sitting on bed. It will take you there.

That two of my favourite romantic music i listened many time was these :

https://youtu.be/aXYtJB7Qslk (more emotional to me so i continued with second one)

https://youtu.be/Ri3WsPDi4MY

You can visualise while laying also. Someone gave link on forum i am really so much thankful to that person.

Just love them unconditionally.