I have been broken up with the woman of my dreams for about 2 months now. We moved acrossed the country on a whim and everything has been great! We laughed, we smiled and damn we were a great team! Everything was great until her brother was diagnosed with a brain tumor (back in our home state) it's also the first time she has moved away from home as I am a seasoned veteran at that. Every time she brought up the idea of going home I would have mini anxiety attacks and was unable to talk about it which has caused her to leave. We had our talks of how we were each other's person and how she knew I was the one for her. But then this happened and turned into what it is now.

I've taken this opportunity to really look at this relationship and really cherish what we had as well as trying to change what I personally did wrong. I want to be the best.

She recently started going on a few dates with someone I worked with (as she said it wasn't that serious also really weird she texted me after sending her my love vibes) but it still stings and I may have let her know this via text. She also deleted some pics off of FB and even the "happy bday you're my best friend" post she put up of me. The best is I'm not stressed but it seems like a bad sign.

Good signs I've been seeing her car more and more and other things we used to like together and we're total inside things personal to us. I've even manifested a few songs over the radio in the past few weeks.

I've been doing me for me. Going to concerts, entering into open mic comedy nights, and even been working out and eating very healthy. I'm happy with me which I was losing. Just looking for words of encouragement as I am busting my butt on being my best self for myself. Just wondering if I am on the right track.

(This situation could be so much longer to type but I had to give you all the short hand version)

Last edited by ahink70 (4/03/2017 9:59 pm)