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InLakEsch wrote:

Settle in for a lengthy read.

Well it's been a while since I've been here. I had to take a break from it all for a bit. I had to move on with my life because I didn't see anything change. I know we're not to look for it, but I was obsessing and you just can't help when you're in that state.

Anyway that's not the success part. I decided part of moving on was to message all my exes and tell them I was sorry. I noticed the same patterns appearing in all my relationships. I would be happy and content for a while but the relationship stopped being new and I acted cold and distant. A girl of mine told me I wanted something till I had it. She was right. It took this journey to realize I was putting my happiness ultimately in the hands of another. Anyway I apologized to the girl I'm getting back with. I wasn't in a high vibration at the time but I didn't care. I messaged her saying I was sorry for not giving her the attention she deserved. Reasons why I acted the way I did. This and that. I told her I didn't expect anything from her anymore not even a reply. Just left it alone.

Of course as you can guess I didn't get a reply, but that was fine. I was moving on with my life anyway. Four days later I get a message late at night. From her. She was apologizing to me for not showing she cared when she should have. She told me I'm a really good person. That I find success in life. I tell you the universe gives you things when you'll most appreciate them. I was blown away I just stared at the message for a good while. Just in shock.

I was still moving on though. I didn't want to get attached because that just led to sadness. I still love that woman to death, but I have to do me. Fast forward about a month now. My boss needed me to work the other day just for a couple hours. I get to work and of all the places they could have put me they put me next to her. Of course I didn't look really far into it. You know moving on with my life. I had a blast with her. We talked almost the whole time I was there, just about real friendly things.

Couple nights later we work together again. I had opened the door already for us so I stuck my foot in a little more and just started playing around and joking with her like we used to. We talked about the fish tank we had together. I still have it because she didn't feel like taking it with her. The fish I got for her specifically got sick and she said she missed looking at them. I sent snaps that night after I got home and that led to about an hour long snap conversation.

The next morning I wake up expect g her to have responded to the snap I sent, but must have fallen asleep. She didn't. Did I care? Nah, moving on with my life remember? I was still a little tired so I went back to sleep. I woke up and guess who snapped me. Yup she did. Like I said earlier the universe sure does deliver. She sent a picture of a shirt I gave her. Captioned with "does this shirt look familiar?" I sent her a pic of my gear stick telling her I could teach her how to drive manual. Well she said she'd let me know if she had time tomorrow. I'm really excited but I have to remember I'm still moving on with life no matter what happens.

All I do know is I still love that woman. I honestly can say it's unconditional. Anyway still moving on with my life either way. If she happens to be a part of my life awesome I would love that, but I have to keep doing me and continue my spiritual journey.

Thanks for reading I'm sure I'll have even more good news soon

​Just cant tell u how much eagerly I ws waiting for ur success story. Everyday I came to the forum, I searched for ur story. But then I gave up. N as u know if u wish and then forget, ur wish is fulfilled. N here u r with ur small success story.

​Lots n lots of love for u buddy.