Coz if i resign so i lose out on some important benefits.
I trust that my desired job will come along or in the meantime a new job that i will like.
This job isn't good for my health and is making me upset. I normally wouldn't want to lose a job without having found another job already.

We have a chorus here    Same job situation here    but my love is far away  
Please don't wish negativity on yourself   That is the Huge mistake I made      negativity brings negativity  and all that unhappiness will bring you more of what you DONT want     Instead  since you know  what you do want   and you have friends in that company     Network with them so they can help you,  Apply for anything you might be qualified for    and DEFINATELY put on your cover letter    that you have temped there and love the company     Perhaps contact your boss from that company for coffee and ask about openings       Here is where LOA comes in    Imagine yourself  working there again   feel how happy you were     immerse yourself in those happy feelings       I know its hard    really hard  but work at your present job     but distract from all the negative feelings     
I am presently doing this  to get a job I will enjoy within my company in a location I will b content   or even happy         Let me know how its working 

collie wrote:

Thanks for the replies. I did do the work. Everyone including my previous manager at the bank know that I want to return. I looked in LinkedIn for people that work there esp. in the hr department and connected with them and told them of my desire to return...maybe I should remind them again?
The word is out and when I speak to recruitment agencies I tell them my priority is the specific bank. Everyone that knows me  knows of my desire.  So the action has been taken.

Now, I just do scripting (i script that i am successful and that everyone loves working with me and that i am so happy there and i am doing an amazing job and i get the social benefits/salary/hours that I have always wanted.), visualisation, and when i go to the bank i feel as if i belong there. I also made an employee's card
I am also trying to do Neville's technique of remember when...when i am working at my current job i try to say to myself remember when you worked at company X but now you work at the bank and you are so happy..but it feels it isn't working.
My problem is that until I discovered LOA and how things in this world work I never ever believed I could return..now I know deep down that anything is possible, however, every negative comment I hear or they hire a new person to fill a position that I know of, so it gets me down and gets me thinking to give up on my desire. 

Hang in and Believe !!!     anything is possible    don't let negativity get you bogged down    perhaps the Universe has the perfect job  coming up just for you !!!!