Hi Everyone. I am new to this forum. I have a long story to tell, so please excuse it.
Almost two years ago I used the law of attraction to attract this man to become my boyfriend. Everything happened exactly how I visualized and it was so creepy how it happened. I thought it was a miracle and that this man was meant to be my husband. One whole month into our relationship, I began to have negative thoughts towards him for not calling me every day. I know that sounds ridiculous, but I was just afraid that I was loosing him since he didn't call as often
. Anyway, my fear came true and he broke up with me. We remained friends and it was hard. I found out he left me to be with his ex. During our friendship, I tried attracting him back but he would always tell me he's torn between me and his ex. I think the law of attraction was working slightly for me, but I was always in a depressed state. Anyway, our friendship last January was getting stronger because he broke up with her. He and I had a stronger connection and had plans to go on vacation. During Feb of last year, his ex started causing problems for him because she was jealous of our relationship. I ended up making a mistake that was minor and he found out and through me out of his apartment. He didn't even ask me about what happened. He blew up on me in such a cold way. He never treated me that way before ever! This is hard for me to say but he did threaten me in a legal way if I ever spoke to him or his ex ever again. His ex set me up just to have him turn against me and it worked. I'm heart broken that he did that to me. I've been trying to manifest for one year now to heal things between us and bring forth communication. I've been visualizing him calling me up and apologizing to me, but I haven't manifested anything between us. I am on the verge of giving up. I've tried everything. What do you think I'm doing wrong?