So yesterday I was shoveling snow in front of my house and at one moment I just looked at my left and there he was He was caring something and my reaction was to say hello (without any thinking just came from my mouth) and he said hi also to me. With smile. He also made some joke and left. I was surprisingly calm at that moment.
And, how every story says, I wasn't thinking about him at all while I was shoveling! But I really felt him. I can't explain that