Jui wrote:

"I am gonna get my adu back and no one on this planet can change this future of mine !! "
this is the only statement I am repetiting
to myself and making my self feel good.

I used to say something similar too but i still felt the sense of absence as i was saying "we will be reunited" which meant he was with me now!

So how about saying something more along the lines of how you and your guy are happily married (if marriage is what you want) and how you both have a loving, commited and faithful relationship/marriage.

Act as if and it feels a lot better than waiting for a reunion! Hope that helps 😊