In September I was sort of interested in a job at a local school, but went along for the informal chat with the head and talked myself out of it – because I thought I probably wouldn’t be up to it.  I was chased by the school as to why I hadn’t applied – said I would, and didn’t.  Now, one of my colleagues in a different department, who does the same job as me, is leaving tomorrow.   I rang to wish her all the best and it transpires that she has got that job when it was readvertised.  Of course I could have done it.  I’m so cross with myself -  really wish it was me starting there on Monday!  So there is something good to take from this – the fact that I was always going to be capable of doing it.  Funnily enough I have an interview for her vacant job next week!