I eventually did it, I wanted him to know I wasn't mad anymore, he started saying he just isn't ready to commit to anyone and hopes I find someone that will. He said his feelings were genuine. I am glad I did because I didn't want him to think I hated him and was really angry. I do understand his situation. But I also do still want to be with him, after us breaking up its made me realise even more how much I want to be with him. This sucks, but, I am just going to allow myself to feel a bit **** then pick myself back up. I know he has strong feelings for me and I am determined to change his mind/my reality! He is a really great guy :/