I'm writing this here because I am not feeling a low vibration I just believe that I am still holding on to some fear so when I communicate with my love it manifests as we are having a great time but he is just still not ready to get back together. After much self awareness i realize this is fear and self sabotage that i do to myself. My love has always been a really great mirror of my own insecurities. So while I can confront this I can also be honest and say this isn't how I expected us to get back together it just feels like work. I really just believed that it would be like the last time where we were both ready. So my question is how can I turn this manifestation around? I am going to be dealing with my fear of course but any other suggestions would be great. 

Thanks in advance!