Hi all it’s been a while since I last posted on here! I have been very busy with life. I am consistently working on myself and enjoying life. I am starting my new job soon, I got a puppy as my graduation present and started new beauty products which have improved my skin which makes me feel confident. In the New Year I will be starting a course from which I hope to open a new business on the side.

In my las post I mentioned how I wanted to take things to the next level with my (ex) love but he has got a girlfriend. I have never text my love since I started the LOA, it has always been him who has got in contact with me wanting to know how I am and what I am doing with life. Me and my love met at university and were on the same course and share the same friendship group, due to this we are pretty friendly with each other.

I last saw my love on graduation day which was in October and we were again pretty friendly. Since then me and my love have had no contact. However during this time I have been really busy with my new puppy and life, therefore I have not really been able to complete the 25 day challenge or visualise as often or even THINK about him much. I usually visualise when I feel like it only which would be sometimes before bed. It’s almost like he don’t exist, in between I even thought I wanted someone different. I no longer obsess over him or feel attached.

Well he recently msg me asking how I was and we had a normal friendly conversation since we are still sort of friends. I am currently really happy with life and more in love with myself than I ever was, I am confident and feel self-worth, everything is pretty much great. I have finally let go of the attachment. I don’t know what I need to do next to manifest my ex do I carry on living the way I am, which I am very happy to do as LOA has taught me how to live a wonderful life. Or do I need to do more or something different to manifest my love? My love has a girlfriend but we never really speak on that topic and I no longer really obsess over her, she pretty much doesn’t exist in my reality. I have not stalked her in 3 months however I did feel tempted to stalk her when my love msg me, BUT I controlled my mind and told myself I don’t need to do that. I am pretty much lost and need some guidance on what to do. Personally I feel I should continue to live the way I am and trust the timing but sometimes once in blue moon I feel like he’s not next to me or all my friends are in relationships and I’m not.