I am so happy right now.
I am truly happy. 

I have a good friend which has now turned into a bestie
We were together at school and we were close but I always thought she was introverted and she never asked to hang out, I always had to do so. I knew, it is not because she did not like me that much, but because she just enjoyed being by herself and she did not meet with others too. She has a boyfriend and spents 24/7 with him which made me sad because I missed her ...
 that bothered me so much. I got so negative lately, that I thought: well, she is just so consumed with herself, she does not care about me!

But then I started to change the way I think about her. Actually, it was because she told other people I am her BEST friend and that made me realise that she really likes me and that it is just her nature that she does not text that much etc.
However, I changed the story. I thought about her as a person who asks me to hang out, and I visualised us being together in a cafè. I also scripted. Then I let go. I did not contact her either for a week or so. But then suddenly I met her at university and she told me how much she loves me and that she wants to hang out with me a lot !
She texted me several times this week to hang out and that made me so happy. She even cancelled meeting her boyfriend for me which is HUGE for her.
And when we spent time together we were so close! And she was so happy and positive! 
I hope this does not sound like I want to control her :D
It is just that when we were in school we obviously spent more time together naturally, and I missed her and got angry because she only took time for her boyfriend

When you change the way you look at things, the things you look at change .