Yesterday, I thought it was a good idea to contact my love. Still no reply, I was upset last night and let out all the bad emotions which is good because now I feel better. I think I just let it all out from trying to ignore the fact that I missed him, and I kept telling myself don't think that way, no desperation to get him back. I was doing really well for these last two months but then I started feeling lack, I would check his Instagram everyday which I know now is a big no no. I did a RS session on him last night and had a very vivid sexual dream about things he was doing to me. I know he does still have some sort of feelings for me. Maybe the universe is telling me I'm not ready for reconciliation with him, or this isn't the way we will. I was wondering if it is okay that I contacted him first though, however. I'll just keep on believing that he is coming, because I asked for him to come back so it has to happen right?

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