Thanks guy, Right now I am focusing on he is just annoyed and he didn't mean what he said because he loves me haha. Sometimes I feel crazy for thinking and feeling a different reality, but if it has what I want out of life in general not just my love then its the way to go Thanks guyysxxx

Yeah I have done that before, and I felt crazy too but it also felt really nice at the same time. Like I was feeling it as well. Thank you for the tip though I will do it again soon xxx

Thank you, you are right. It's just I am struggling to shift my thoughts at the moment. I am stuck in my current reality and need to start focusing on my desired reality. For some reason I am finding it really hard to focus on the good in him at the moment, deep down i know he is a good person but obviously where I focus on his negatives all the times it has brought that out too. I am hoping I will be able to turn this around and start controlling my thoughts better because I know my negative thinking is ruining it at the moment. xx