It's not that I don't have any hopes that my ex and I will get back together. I don't want to focus on him anymore. I am tired of the same old thoughts. Plus going through all these ups and downs is exhausting. My desire in no way is gone. I am no longer needing to know when it will happen. I realized I have no power of my outcome. I really had to surrender to that. It took so much for a couple of months. I am tired of going into panic mode, fb stalking, wishing he would call... I am just done. My vibration is not low, I just don't have the tolerance to feel crappy anymore. I still do my LOA everyday but he is not the priority anymore. I know we will cross path's again.  It wouldn't be good if we did right now anyway because I still need work to do and I would still have emotions surrounding our situation. I just want this to go away for awhile and so I am letting it rest. This is not a bad thing at all. I feel you can get so obsessed with LOA and focusing on one thing that it doesn't start to manifest. So you really have to forget about it and not let it control your life.

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